halaqah~~

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Salam my dearest blog.....  baru je hbs baca separuh dr novel tautan hati.....tup2 tgk dekat luar, my hosmate tglkan lappy die..... hari ni and 3 hari yg lepas i was so busy with my kids and relief class....giler ba penat....mentang2 la pk1 tau sy suke mengajar math, pantang kelas yg sy ajar tu cikgu xdtg, sume dok bagi kt sy....fine la.... nasib baik mengajar ikhlas kerana Allah....kalo xikhlas, kesian jugak kt budak2...~~
ms mula2 tgk budak2 nih, sgtla kesian....tapi xtau nape.... sy plg syg kelas sy yg mana sy guru kelas mereka....wpon diorg nakal n suke bercakap, tp sy garang mcmn pon, hati tetap rasa nk tgelak tgk gelagat diorg...
i truly know their achievement were totally not so well compared to other school's children....
sedihkan???
tapi sy perlu kuat semangat, sbb Allah cipta manusia berakal.... lahir dr perut ibu.... semua sama...jd sy perlu asah pemikiran n kepandaian diorg.... mereka perlukan kepandaian...they have to allocate their talent.....where it should be born to...
utk diri sy...insyaAllah....br je dpt segulung ijazah....jika diizinkan, semangat xpernah putus n doa xpernah henti2 sy panjatkan agar Allah benarkan sy ke peringkat sarjana pula.... ader org ckp, " girl, u r too young, do enjoy ur life first, wait for gov scholarship, then continue with it...no need to worry where got money and all"....
but truly it wasnt me at all.... i do have my strength... xtahu dr celah mn dtg....infact, i know it was fr Him...
Allah, please blessing me with guidance.... give me ur 'layyinul harir'...... i really need those......